I've been back home for the summer for 3 weeks now, but it feels like eternity already! No wonder people say college is the best 4 years of your life; I just want to go back!!! Of course I love seeing my family, but 3 months of doing nothing was only fun back in high school...Get a job you say? All I can say is I'm jealous of my friends who found a summer job/internship. Sometimes I wonder...why didn't I get the job at Target? Toys R' Us? And I didn't even try to apply at Hollister because they wanted 'cool and good looking people' and I didn't want to put my self-esteem on the line. I mean I did find a job now, but it just made me really nervous now that I'm closer to graduation and having to find a 'real' job.