twist

I remember i was scared, anxious, just waiting to be over with it. Did i even get butterflies in my stomach? Hmm.. i dont think so. It was something i had to do, so might as well go in and do it with some blind courage or 'i dont care' attitude, right? Part that frightened me was when this old doctor came and said he'll insert a shot into my neck to freeze my arm. My neck?! I think I literally grabbed my neck in horror. But turns out, he stuck them (three) in when i was out. But before, I was escorted to the surgery room in socks and i said i had to pee (i didnt NEED to but what if i needed to when i was knocked out or after i woke up and was in pain). i got to look around inside and everything was so..sterile..My hair covering was pretty neat. I went into the surgery room and of course that big alien looking light you see in movies over the bed or whatever freaked me out. i wish they anthesiated me before taking me in there..but i got to experience it so i guess it was pretty cool. I lied down, they talked to me like how i fell and school, i liked the little asian lady, and the old doc is back and put in the iv, EW HURT, then he said soemthing about putting in the anthesia in my iv, and i was talking or thinking or i dont even remember but next thing i know, im waking up, drowsy and duhhhh. I couldnt think straight or open my eyes fully but i remember my doc? asking me if i was in pain. I wasnt in pain but i felt discomfort and tugging at my shoulder so i just pointed. and i think he said he was going to put something in my iv and i slept again. When i woke up again, i couldnt see my hand so i thought i lost it..

Surgery

According to my doctor, my surgery went perfect and I should be 100% back to normal in one year..The scar is hideous and the xray of the plates/pins in my leg are as hideous. I'm dreading the physical therapy sessions but..what can i do?

can we pretend

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

Missed the concert T_T

I can't believe I missed the 2pm concert(actually, the Wonder Girls since 2pm was just the opening part) but still. everyone knows they only went for 2pm hahaa

&I was just 30 minutes away from them!! Only if I knew they were going to land at the Dulles airport a bit sooner..

Reminds me of the oldoldold MTVTiara Girls show

Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

Virginia Beach!!

Just came back from there and it was beautiful! Can't wait to move there this summer, even though I'm only going to stay there for a few months until I move back up to New York. :)