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I remember i was scared, anxious, just waiting to be over with it. Did i even get butterflies in my stomach? Hmm.. i dont think so. It was something i had to do, so might as well go in and do it with some blind courage or 'i dont care' attitude, right? Part that frightened me was when this old doctor came and said he'll insert a shot into my neck to freeze my arm. My neck?! I think I literally grabbed my neck in horror. But turns out, he stuck them (three) in when i was out. But before, I was escorted to the surgery room in socks and i said i had to pee (i didnt NEED to but what if i needed to when i was knocked out or after i woke up and was in pain). i got to look around inside and everything was so..sterile..My hair covering was pretty neat. I went into the surgery room and of course that big alien looking light you see in movies over the bed or whatever freaked me out. i wish they anthesiated me before taking me in there..but i got to experience it so i guess it was pretty cool. I lied down, they talked to me like how i fell and school, i liked the little asian lady, and the old doc is back and put in the iv, EW HURT, then he said soemthing about putting in the anthesia in my iv, and i was talking or thinking or i dont even remember but next thing i know, im waking up, drowsy and duhhhh. I couldnt think straight or open my eyes fully but i remember my doc? asking me if i was in pain. I wasnt in pain but i felt discomfort and tugging at my shoulder so i just pointed. and i think he said he was going to put something in my iv and i slept again. When i woke up again, i couldnt see my hand so i thought i lost it..